I will refrain from speaking....

I have always been the girl that talks....sometimes a lot. Not about other peoples business, just talks.  As I said yesterday, I have no reason to hide my feelings and pretty much what you see is what you get.  Well, today that worked against me....again. =) I sent a twitter out in the middle of an awkward moment that said "I find that I often get in trouble for what I say. But I feel like I should be rewarded for what I don't say....just saying...."

Now, that is really the truth.  I hold back.... a lot!  However, sometimes I guess I don't hold back enough.  Needless to say today was one of those days.  haha. Its a good thing I am back at home where I can't get myself in to too much trouble.  

My morning started off amazing with sleeping in, then a trip to Starbucks to see a friend.  I received word not too late into the morning that a friend of ours, the sister in law of dear dear friends, had lost the battle to cancer this morning.  I was at a loss for words.  Life never seems so real until there is a loss.  My heart is breaking for her husband and two children as well as the rest of the family. 

I decided to go do some Christmas shopping with Shelly.  Now, I guess the rest of Arkansas that was not watching the game, had the same idea.   It was crazy.....but I love crazy. I got some stuff done, and I feel ahead of the game.  Mariah Carry Christmas Album helped put it in the mood!   I need a built in hidden camera so that the world can see what I see everyday that I leave my house.  There is never a dull moment to say the least.  

I tried to sing the entire soundtrack of Moulin Rouge to Phil this morning and he locked me in my room!  hahahaha!  I just sang louder.....He loves my singing, even if he doesn't admit it.  

My last thought for the day is concerning a student that I have.  This student will remain nameless.  This student asked me what my thoughts were about being a "Wizard" Confused I asked what they meant and they informed me that they believed that they were a wizard and wanted to know how I felt about it......I told them to stop watching Harry Potter, and I thought it was dumb.  They said that God told them that is what they were to be.  We are meeting this week, and all I am saying is "Do I get paid enough for this? Doubt it.....

So in the mean time I am learning to bite my tongue and speak when spoken to....=)